Saturday, 7 March 2015

Throwback: March 2012

I have opened this new blog to hone my writing skills.
Writing assignments come and go for me, but I cannot just stay idle in between, so my initial goal for this blog is to use it as a training ground so that 1000-word pieces become effortless for me.
Clearly, that's not happening. It's too soon to give up though.
In the meantime, I will populate this blog with throwback pieces, from my old blog, that didn't make me squeamish and go nope-nope-nope-nope.

From March 2012...



It's only March

Um, so hey.
I realized that I haven't been writing too much about what's been up in my life here on this blog. Thing is, things hadn't been so smooth, and I don't really like to think about it, let alone write about it.

It's only March, and I already seriously dislike 2012. I have a feeling that this rocky patch is going to last until at least June or July. However, even if the entire 2012 didn't turn out too smooth for me, I won't be surprised. It's during these important times that I wish the people who matter would understand that I'm struggling, but they really don't. It makes me think of what kind of a person I have been all these while.

Isn't karma simple logic? What you give is what you get back. If I'm not getting the kind of understanding & acceptance I expect, then I must not have given it out that much. I guess I have been very wrong about myself. All these while I thought that I do nothing else but accept and understand everything and everyone. Okay so maybe I don't understand most things that I see, but I try to accept it the best I can. The way I see things is that acceptance is the key of mankind's peaceful existence. That's what I thought I had been doing, but I guess I was wrong.

I need to come up with a new strategy for life, I guess, since what I've been doing all these while no longer work. Just thinking about it makes me feel so tired.

Not exactly inspiring, but this was written during a pretty rough patch in my life. I couldn't remember what happened exactly, but I remembered how it felt.
There's also a really cool .gif I had with it, but I'm more appropriate now than before.
I hope this throwback post will seed more words to come.

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